= When i'm all by myself, i start thinking more... =
Hey...So no one's home today...All by myself...Guess where my family went to...1.2.3...Ok they went to subordinate court to have a look on Adam's situation.I've seen him once,few weeks ago...Couldn't even have the energy to project my voice back then cos it's all used up on crying out of sympathy.I don't see a reason why I shouldn't pay a visit to the court with my family to meet him, but my mum reluctantly want me to go,so I got no choice but to be in school just now.
I thought the court procedure was going to be held in the morning,but then it's held in the evening.WTH!I could have just attend my Ut and skip the lesson today.
Me not going to the court today means i missed my chance to see his face until the next 1(1/2)years or 3 years.How long he'll be away depend on how well he can behave over RTC.I'm praying,praying hard that he'll be alright in there.Would be impossible for him to get hurt in there because those in there are "youngblood".
Did you know over the pass few days I've been dreaming of getting him out of RTC.Yea' precisely,something like PRISON BREAK!I guess i got hooked on it now.But I know I can get Adam out of RTC though.What's my future going to be then,living in Panama?!HaHaHa.I may be botak but I'm still not as great as Scofield though.
Matnur: "Friends,last time when they're in need of help,I was there.But now when
i'm in need of help,where are they?"
Shameer thoughts: It's damn true!At times I do feel this way...My close friends,my regular friends and even my bestfriend (at rare cases)!It's damn weird that i feel this way.I believe this doesn't apply to everyone because there's many different way this can occur in life.But seriously, at times i do bottle up these issues because i don't feel that talking to them face to face about it will help but create more tense friendship.
1 incident when i feel i'm being used is when this X person breakup, i was there for him/her all the time, but when i'm troubled,I can see him/her smiling his/her way through life not even having the little sense to be there for me.
By these, I'm not asking he or her to give sympathy or pity me, but COMPANIONSHIP...Isn't that the slightest role of a friend?
Moving on...
By The ONE...
smiles*
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