Hey fcukers! Readers i mean... I had a bad day today yea'...
In school basically was slacking the whole day not wanting to do any work, however ended up with a pretty bad presentation at the end of the day. To my fellow classmates, I'm sorry guys but I'm not contributing much to any team I'm in because I hate being the leader week after week. I think I've sharpen my leadership skill enough. Also I've gain my A grades enough to achieve my targeted high GPA, so that's another reason why I'm slacking every now and then. I'm only waiting for the day when LIYANA would treat me to lunch.Lols.
HOWEVER...
This is not my main point for today's entry.I want to share with you guys a little bit on my experience today few hours ago.
4++pm : I messaged my sister demanding her to inform my mum that I'll be home late.I assume she got the message because she gave me a reply.
5pm-8.30pm : I played DOTA in school with my usual members, HAPPILY.
8.45pm : While walking outside my school back home, my mum called, with an angry tone.Weird I thought.She asked me why I'm home late. Then only I realise my SISTER didn't inform my mum that I'll be late.Thanks ehy.
9.45pm : I reached home, my mum nag and nag and nag and nag and nag *emphasize on how irritating nagging can get* to me having the thought that I didn't inform anyone that I'll be home late.Great.I'm tired and she's nagging to me for something that I'm not at wrong about. So being hot- tempered, I reason out with my mum telling her about everything and making her understand the situation, she said "You DONT be rude can or not, people scold everytime you want to answer back!"
Uh?!!
If I never reason out, wouldn't she know the situation?Wouldn't it make her nag more?Wouldn't she know I'm not at fault then?
Sometime I don't understand why my mum don't even let me do what I love most. She wants me to quit floorball, I did so...Now She wants me to quit Dota?!! What would I be left with man.. Books?Fcuk them cos my brains all stressed out during school hours man. I'm not a robot and I'll never be even if it's my mum's wish to see me being workaholic.
So ok after she nags and I reason out, I decided to "stay away" from her,and she realised my high level of anger towards her.I got no choice but to express myself to Sheila about it.
Then what happened next touched my heart.
she,being creative, decided to play around and send me a text message,
"mamy bukan marah Shameer, Tapi lain kali jangan buat lagi ok?Maafkan mami.Mami marah kerana mamy sayang shameer,Faham?"
*Mamy is not angry with Shameer,but next time dont do what you did again ok?Forgive me.Mamy scold shameer because mamy love me, understand?*
After reading the message, I felt so guilty for having my mum to apologise to me.I don't like it when she haves to do so because I know I owe her more than what is repayable by me.I was angry but I didn't know who to be angry at.
My mum for nagging at me?Or my sister for busting me up?
So mum, this is a message for you...
And this is why love never end there...
